That doesn't look like the headline for a professional article!
When I seek joy and only joy, all else comes to me. I know right now that I have a lot to learn, that I've spent far too long worrying about being professional, protecting my reputation, earning money, pretending I'm seeking freedom when in reality I'm frightened to set out on my own.
It has taken a real effort of will, and a real effort of surrender, to get to this point.
So I'm not trying to do what I ought to do.